Alright so basically I haven't written in a pretty long time. It's the second term. I have kinda ehh teachers...Ms Steffen for English (who I had last term and who also did not like me), Ms Sefaj for Math (yayy I transferred out of Ngyuendon's class), Mr. Johnson for Physics(eww), Mrs. Lorca for Spanish Honors (yay not Parisi or de La Torre), and Mr. Petek for U.S History (cool new dude). I got transferred into Senior Chorus, which I guess is good, but the rehearsal schedule is kinda intense for this term and I am really behind in sight-singing...I haven't really sight-sang anything in a year, because I dropped chorus for Ragtime. So yeah...that's fun. Then I'm taking musical theater voice with Ms. Baskerville, but I'm not minding that too much because it's not classical voice, for the first time. And of course there's also New Music...I'm doing the song that I was supposed to do in Rising Stars in the show on April 20th...woohooo fun stuff. So what else...Rising Stars is in less than three weeks...March 2nd (4:15 and 8) and March 3rd (2:30 and 7:30)...everyone come, even if the show is gonna be slightly retarded due to the fact that a lot of people that should have gotten in didn't get in and vice versa...plus it follows a New York theme...pshhh...retards. Basically I'm really stressed but it's kind of a good stressed...the being in a show and keeping up with school stressed. I have no time for boyfriends, and the last thing I need is another thing to stress about.Valentine's Day is coming up and I supposedly have a valentine...let's see what happens with that...Maybe it won't be the depressing day it's always been...maybe it will...and if it is then it will in that case be even more depressing than usual. There's a retarded Senior Chorus rehearsal because of our stupid principal on Valentines Day from 6:15 to 7:30 and basically I'll get home at like 9:30...Ms. Bruno is such an idiot...It's not like everyone lives around the corner from school. I have a math test the next day...isn't that just lovely...I need to catch up because Mr. Ngyuendon was like, four lessons behind Ms. Sefaj, if you could even call what he was doing a "lesson". I'm sure none of you actually read all of that because it is extremely boring but I just felt like venting for some reason. Sometimes I write down what's going on in my life just so I can keep up with it, because a lot of the time there is so much to worry about that I can't focus on everything. I've been soooo tired...I can't really function off of 5 hours of sleep anymore. I practically passed out on the couch on Friday night because I was so exhausted... Eww it's Sunday...I'm not ready for it to be Sunday and definitely not ready for it to be Monday. But at least this is the last week before break =). It's nice looking on the bright side. This Friday is a Rising Stars run-through...I need to make the finishing touches on the song this week without a doubt. For some reason it's really stressing me out, even though the act is supposedly tighter than most peoples' music acts so far...I guess I'm a perfectionist because I really won't be happy until it looks and sounds just right. !#$&^%$#@ stress... |